ish , geramnye biler aku tgk kau. cam nak cubit2 je pipi! hees. i got crazy when i sees u ard in sch. damn! u're too soo soo cute lah!. u kept giving me that funny smile everytime we collide. hahs. sad thing is, u're graduating :( alarh! not fun anymore. cant see u ard . but hey, look on the bright side, i got ur tagged! hehhs.
HE'S CUTE LAH KORANG.! u bitches know who im talking abt.:P
die slalu bagi aku his cheeky smile, then naik naik kening die bile tgk aku. ahah. aku ape lagi, senyum dgn hati yg ikhlas lah.! SENYUM SELEBAR LEBAR NYE! ~wheeeeeee
oke, my post is kinda crap today. so i better off to bed.
it took him exactly one week to cool himself down and talked back to me. rasyid told me that he was also at fault and he was being too selfish towards me. cos i sent those messages to him and he didn't took his time to texted me back. he admit it was also his fault and me too admit that it's also my fault. he kept saying it wasn't my fault, but then i insist and say it was totally my fault, cos i started all these even if i've said sorry. it was really a LONG meassage i sent to him on saturday morning, 7 nov, 1 am. omg. i felt really terrible for doing and saying bad things abt him. i misjudged him. but hey, things are back to normal now. but the only problem is i don't noe if i can trust him the way i used to trust him. cos now, he's always with B1 & B2. i mean as in like hanging ard together with his mates. im just scared if he were to contact me back just to get infos abt us. i just hope that doesn't happen. and all i need to do is not to spill anything thats private to us. not gonna reaveal secrets to him. just cant trust him that much.
rasyid, we may be contact with each other again, i noe that u're sincere being friend with me again. i can see that u wanna take care of me. the way u ask this and that. i really like that u take concern abt me and i do too take concern of u. but just bear in mind, i dun wish to trust u yet. as what i observed, u're still hanging ard with those two. and u shd noe urself that i dislike them. i just hope that u wont be ard them. go with ur mates . not them. pls. i just want things to be as normal like it used to be. I HOPE..
nysha, i tried to move on, but kau tgk arg, he came back. and now i cant move on. i still kinda need him with me. aku tau aku bbl karut. i noe. but kau just see, i cant go anywhere without saying his name, walaupun aku kate aku crush on labiq, rasyid tetap ddk kat kepale aku. camne. labiq is cute i'll say^^ i just dunnoe what makes me stuck with rasyid so much. hmm. i do sometimes ask myself why i need rasyid to be with me. i wonder sometime. but still, LABIQ CUTE LAH. hahaahhahaha. seeeeee, just see my profile, i got a boy-related disease. hahahahah! told u soo it was true:P babes, how am i suppose to move on, tell me. hahs. i like making friends, i do. kwn biar ramai, syg biar satu. " sape aku syg pon aku tak tau." !!!! hahs. silly me.
i was alone all afternoon.my mom and lil brother went to nanny hse at marsiling. i was left at home to do the chores. and u noe what, it was FUN! i on music frm the my ipod. set it full blast. hahs. i bet abg gonna kill me if he find out i use his speaker:P i start sweeping frm my room. i cleared all the things on the floor. shift the curtains. turn the chairs upside down., damn! there's alot of HAIR under my dressing table. ahahs. swept every corner of the room. it's a whole lot of dust........ewww.*hachoooooo! after sweeping, i mopped my room. wow. my room is clean! at last. hees. next, the hall. damn, now then i realise that my hall is big. hahs. i find it hard to sweep under the sofa even though i've moved it. i kept shifthing the sofas and sweep underneath in but yet, there's still dust. urgh! this is tiring. after sweeping the hall and dining area, i mopped the floor like i did for my room. now it felt better to step on. hees.
while waiting for the floor to dry, i went in the kitchen and start cleaning the dishes and sink. SPOTLESS! hees. oke next i did was sat at the computer table beside my eldest brother who came home for a while to use the com.he show me the video clip i posted earlier. gerek pe. i was addicted to one of the song and now it's in my hp alrd! woohooo. ard 4 plus, abg went out to go meet his friend and i took over him at the com.texted rasyid while using the com,he's lepaking. as per normal.and he has to go cos he wanna go play soccer with his mates.used the com until maghrib.(did take solat break in the middle.) that's when ibu reached home and i shut the com cos i noe i still have undone work to complete. later after solat maghrib, i went to hang the laundry. phewww. one huge mountain to hang. and i was done at ard 7 pus nearly 8.called nysha, and talked abt personal stuff.PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTAIL PLS.
sat ard, watched tv, eat salads. and now, im blogging....off now, toodles^^
